The struggle is real. I haven’t posted for a long time, and being honest, the reason is because there has been nothing good to post. I said at the start of the year it was time to get back on track after a few iffy months, but the truth is I am still struggling to get back on track. Looking at our calendar it seems like there are constantly distractions, birthdays, days out, holidays, Fridays… Over Christmas, and especially for our trip to Paris I completely relaxed, I wanted to enjoy whatever we wanted without the guilt, which was amazing, but getting back on track after that has been hard. Well, no, it’s not been hard, it is hard because so far I haven’t managed to actually get back on track. I keep telling myself enough is enough, tomorrow I’m going to start afresh, and then I decide I really don’t want the hassle of cooking, or I’m stressed and just want some chocolate. But now, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, I have to get back on track. Thankfully I haven’t put on weight, but I’ve done a whole lot of work the last couple of months both in the gym and in the kitchen and my weight hasn’t budged at all because 1 or 2 bad days are easily beating the rest of the week being good.
Anyway, rambling done. Back to using this blog for what I wanted it for, accountability. I’m going to start the regular diary posts again, logging what I eat, and what exercise I do. Speaking of which, time to get my fat ass out of bed and get moving.